So they care, as i know they always do.
But for the love of all things abstract and artificially organic to the minds' eye, please leave this one alone.
I understand where they are coming from. Everything within a heart's reach is pretty much unreachable by humanly fabricated standards. I get it. It's easy to be distracted by the wayside of religion and even keeping a sober lifestyle.
That's not the way I stride by in this race of life.
By grace there are no extraterrestrial boundaries I must keep to approach the Holy Grail of the Supernatural Presence.
It's here. It's real, and it is tangible at any time, like a high that is eternal and not so short termed to withdrawal some temporary fix.
The Plant, The Crystal, The Liquid Gold. They never last.
Be high not on the substance that fades away but on the trip ordained by the Presence of The Altruistic Resonance, who by ornate design establishes the existence of an entire universe per vessel of soul inheritance.
They. They should not underestimate the power of the God who uses ALL things for GOOD. All things. All things. Can I elaborate? All Thi.... Oh you get it now. Maybe not and let me expand.
I'm intricately associated with the Beginning and End of all the Universe in a very unique way. I am a creative type, and let me say that only one can never begin to fathom the excitement and beauty of creation at its origin. Imagine the emoted energy that filtrated this earth at the beginning of all dwelling.
You just can't or can you?
So God uses his imagination to create the universe. I'm more than likely going to use mine to create a universe as well. This is a different type of universe. It is relatively inspiring and most likely shocking to the soul of an audience. I call it filmmaking.
To each film I am a vessel. I am a vessel of stories, and characters, and relationships.
To one audience, I am a socially diverse player in the field of character development. I bring morality to a character that would otherwise be regarded in society as useless, filthy, disgusting, immoral, inhumane, and worst of all- unworthy of any moral salvation.... For lack of better words, some would say that a Hooker doesn't belong in the presence of a Holy God, or at bible study.
I write in this direction because I have in one light been transcribed as some sort of whore for walking in the shoes of a prostitute. Shame on me, a beautiful, pure, innocent girl for playing the role of a hooker. Shame on me.
I did research about hookers. Sadly enough, it's girls just like me that end up in prostitution. 13elieve it or not, there's a simple saying that provides a good explanation for the majority of prostitutes: "I gotta pay the bills somehow." 1 Date= $6000 richer. And of course it is all by consent. All this to say... think twice before you pass up a young girl working the corner with a grimace on your face. Think again. Open your heart to love as I have.
I was once blind to the idea that a hooker could possibly have a soul. Now...the soul is all I see, and it's the bondage I want to be used as a vessel for the breaking of.
Throw ashes on my head and send me up for a good stoning while you are at it for playing the role of a hooker. But never forget the bitter sweet faith of a near friend of Jesus Christ. The Prostitute. Looking, seeking, needing a savior. She offered up all she did for the love of Christ. The most expensive perfumes to cleanse His feet and wipe them with her hair.
A hooker is just as worthy of Heaven as any Human Being is. Maybe even more than the most religious person you have ever met.
I am sorry that I have caused young men to stumble. I am sorry to have destroyed my self image, if you can call it that. I am a sinner. I've dealt with my fair share of shame.
I know. God knows. But still, I love Him and He loves me just the same. This day having given me the wisdom to see myself in a different perspective.
Brace yourselves.
I admit full-heartedly: yes, I am a whore. I am a whore for my own selfish desires of my flesh. Am I mastered by the sinful whore that I am? No. I have been purchased at a high price to be seen as pure, and therefore given a solid counselor to guide me and to give me strength unfound in this world.
How you ask? It's not by chance, that is for sure. Ultimately it is by a decision I have made to believe and to turn away from my old self.
There will be bloodshed for all who 13elieve as I do. After all, freedom has never been free. Gratefully, It has already been done. No more rules to follow. Only a choice to be made. Red pill or blue?
As for me, I have been ordained a royal subject of the King. I have been granted permission to perform miracles and wonders. I have been gifted with visions and dreams. So I am going to continue to spiritually walk in the shoes of others. I will meet them where they are at.
God will use ALL for good. Never underestimate it.
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